I Don't Know Anymore.

Ok, I know I should be doing more drawings and all, but, I'm just getting everything ready for Christmas & New Years, and I have school work, a lot of tough chances going on right now. Lately, I don't know what's going on with me actually, I feel so angry so freakin' much for no reason, but, I know, I know, I shouldn't be angry. Unless there is, but, If I do, then, god, please tell me why do I feel so angry now? Like, I'm about to start a fight with someone, that's how pissed off I am. Honestly, I really don't know what's wrong with me, I feel sad, pain, angry, and jealous for no good reason. I just need that one special person to really understand what's going on. I had some (Only 2 actually) friends try to help me, but, of course, It didn't work. But, I hope I feel much better after this load of crap I am. So, sorry for wasting a few minutes of your life for this.